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Yo guys wassup...yeah yeah i know iam never on but i have so much stuff to do with my life. The computer isnt a daily thing you get wut iam sayin? Ehh life could be going better right now...like it seems and looks like things are going great for me...grades..(somewut) jim...everything...yet theres something missing and i dont know wut. Maybe iam just looking for a friend...like not just any friend...a guy friend...like a real guy friend...i used to have them alot. Now all of the sudden there all gone ever since i got a boyfriend...and i just wish i could have someone to talk to and just be myself with. Someone i can walk home with adn call up on the phone and share secrets....not just jim. Sometimes hes just not always there...and niether are my girlfriends. Iam just missing something in life..so i guess iam kinda lost right now. (sigh) i mean dont get me wrong i love jim with all my heart. theres just something he doesnt have that i want. I dont know..when i find it...ill tell you. Bye <3
xoxox
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Hey guys....sorry i havent updated this journal in about 3 days...i think...but wutever. So much has happened since the last time i talked to you guys. Saturday the 4th was my first competition this year for ROTC in trick,basic,and inspection. i think it went well...but then again Sgt Major said "Christmas came early" so who knows??? I think we could have done better...but iam still proud of myself and how i did trick expecially...i hope terris proud. Then Sunday i rested (which i never do so it felt really good). Then Monday was one of those mondays that the hours go by sooo slow..and on top of that had to do a report for spanish with dougie and that took like the whole day! But i had fun...(we have to cook more often dougie LoL)Then today uniform day and i was so sick today that i couldnt make it to period 8 or 9...i had to go home. I felt really cold and hot at the same time...it was wierd..you know when you feel like soo terrible and you feel like your dieing and you just want someone to hold you...WHERE WAS JIM I HAVE NO IDEA!!! UGHHH iam sooo upset!!!!! We never have time for each other anymore...were just so busy...hm with his wieghts and me with like school spirit and keeping honor roll up in the skys....i just havent had a chance to say hey...how was your day or yo wanna hang out or NOTHING! Today is one of those days where you just need to be with your special someone....or a friend...and no ones here...just my homework...and my headache...and my stuffy nose...and sore throat!!!!!! THIS SUCKS!!! I just feel lost...and sorta lonely...i feel like me and jim broke up and me and my friends are all mad at each other!!! Whats up with that??? well anyway...dont wanna bore you with my feelings or anything...so ill go...bye...
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Yo...wassup!!!!!!Today was a nice ass day. Everything went right. You know those days that its just perfect and you feel like your the smartest person alive and your just flying in the air....today was one of those days...it felt grrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat!!!! It was so much fun in period 9...cz Sgt Major he made me push cz i was talking...and cunha started laughing...and he saw her and made her ass push too! (HAHAHA) Then we went back to our old habits in 9th grade trying to make each others face land splat on the floor by pushing each other WHILE we were pushing...it was hilarious! Then angela was messing around with coon and coon made her ass almost fall out the chair by pushing it in...IT WAS TOO FUNNY!!! Ahhh uniform day tomorrow so i can hug jimmy...:( anyways gotta go by my loves!!!!!!
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Yo guys....whats up? Man... what a day i had! You kno those days you just want or need a hug from someone cause your just so tired? Today was one of those days...ugh...i mean iam not complaining because i joined so much stuff this year..but its exasting. I was in a play today for Blu Tri for the little kids in Madison...it was cute. Then had to pick up food for the Blu Tri food drive...that messed up my back...iam so sore because of that. Then packing all that food for all the families ahhhhhhh!!!!! It was crazy. Plus i had to wear my uniform today...so i was sweaty and yucky and ughhh...Then after all of that...ROTC had to set up tables for the parent teacher confrences which is today...and i can only imagine what mr.zamor is going to tell my dad on what i got. I better get a B! But finally...the day has ended...and since theres no drill tomorrow....oh man am i gonna sleep good!! Well anyway..i dont have anything else to tell you guys...so ill catch you up on tomorrows info suckas...Love you guys!
xoxo
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2day is my 1st time doing this journal thing...im here wit coon..she helped me make it :D uhh yeah add me to your friends and i'll add you :D
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